i wish you cheated

I’m anxious
我心头的焦虑
Kinda sad
掺杂些忧伤
Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had
曾拥有至爱 如今再难回溯
Spending days just on my phone
日复一日 我只与手机为伴
Wondering where it all went wrong
纠结是哪儿出了错
I’m nervous
我神经紧绷
Pretty wired
颇为不安
I said your name too much
呼唤过你姓名
Now my lungs got tired
如今气咽声丝到心力交瘁
Thinking maybe I’m to blame
或许我才是始作俑者
I just need someone to hate
我只是需要发泄恨意的对象罢了
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
You made this so damn hard for me
是你造就我举步维艰的当下
You and your god damn honesty
你敞开心扉的坦诚也让我难堪
It got me thinking
我不禁陷入沉思
I wish you woulda cheated
多么希望你曾背叛欺骗过我
And smashed my heart to pieces
留给我心碎一地的结局
I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving
我希望能找到借口 去怨恨你抽身而退的决心
I wish you were the villain
我希望做恶人的你
A psycho with no feelings
宁愿你是个无动于衷的疯子
So how do I move on
那么我该如何释怀过去
When you did nothing wrong
你分明毫无过错
Ahh
Ahh
Wish you did something wrong
希望你曾做错什么
Ahhh
Ahhh
But you did nothing wrong
可你毫无过错
Know it’s messed up
明知情况不妙
Kinda bad (Oh)
愈演愈烈 (Oh, oh)
But I wish we didn’t talk and you just left like that (Oh)
而我希望你就这样不辞而别
I’d be angry instead of numb (Oh)
我应该愤怒 而非麻木
Dammit who have I become
该死 如今的我是何模样
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
You made this so damn hard for me
是你造就我举步维艰的当下
You and your god damn honesty
你敞开心扉的坦诚也让我难堪
It got me thinking
我不禁陷入沉思
I wish you woulda cheated
多么希望你曾背叛欺骗过我
And smashed my heart to pieces
留给我心碎一地的结局
I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving
我希望能找到借口 去怨恨你抽身而退的决心
I wish you were the villain
我希望做恶人的你
A psycho with no feelings
宁愿你是个无动于衷的疯子
So how do I move on
那么我该如何释怀过去
When you did nothing wrong
你分明毫无过错
Ahh
Ahh
Wish you did something wrong
希望你曾做错什么
Ahhh
Ahhh
But you did nothing wrong
可你毫无过错
In the middle of the night
深夜时分
I start to fantasize
我幻想着
That you would ruin my whole life
毁掉我的一生的罪魁祸首是你
Oh
Oh
Cuz you’re the best I had
毕竟我失去的也是最好的你啊
And I keep running back
我却执迷不悟
Like a god damn fool tryna change your mind
一再到你身边 祈求你心回意转
You were all mine
那时你满心是我
Can’t believe
怎能料到如今的分别
I wish you woulda cheated
多么希望你曾背叛欺骗过我
And smashed my heart to pieces
留给我心碎一地的结局
I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving
我希望能找到借口 去怨恨你抽身而退的决心
I wish you were the villain (Oh)
我希望做恶人的你 (Oh-ooh-woah)
A psycho with no feelings (Oh)
宁愿你是个无动于衷的疯子 (Oh-oh)
So how do I move on (Oh)
那么我该如何释怀过去 (Oh-oh-oh)
When you did nothing wrong
你分明毫无过错