Jocelyn Flores

I know you so well, so well
我太懂你了，太懂你
I mean, I can do anything that he can
我意思是，他能做到的我照样可以
I've been pretty
我曾也美丽（采样Shiloh Dynasty的I Knew You So Well）
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
我知道你在某处
I've been trapped in my mind girl
但妹子，我却在自己的想法中被困住
Just holdin' on
坚持着
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin'
不想假装我们有什么关系
We're nothing
我们毫无关联
I've been stuck thinking bout' her
但我思念着她无法自拔
I can't hold on (I've been thinking)
我没法撑下去
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
我很痛苦，想把十发子弹射穿我的头
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
我为了一些事而迷茫，这无法改变
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
有自杀倾向，但同时我很稳定，试想一下这幅画面，我躺在床上
Get a phone call
接到电话
Girl that you ****ed with killed herself
和你混的女孩突然结束了自己的生命
That was this summer and nobody helped
就是在这个夏天发生的事，没人给予帮助
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
从此以后，我天，我恨死了我自己
Wanna ****in' end it
真tm想结束
Pessimistic
有点厌世
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
大家都想看我穷困无助
But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
但他们兴奋当看到我自掘坟墓
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
厌烦了大家都在讨论我匆忙下做的决定
****in' sickenin'
真的厌恶
At the same time
同时
Memories surface through the grapevine
想起了那些记忆
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
关于叔叔拿了上吊绳自缢
Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up
受伤后的压力让我混乱
Been ****ed up since the couple months
最近这几个月我也身缠琐事
They had a nigga locked up
他们把我关进了牢狱
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我感到痛苦，光是坚持住感到痛苦
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
但我无法感同身受，我怎么那么麻木
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我感到痛苦，光是坚持住感到痛苦
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
我无法感同身受，那么麻木
I know you so well, I know you
我太懂你了，太懂你
I mean I can do anything
我意思是，我可以做到一切
I can do anything that he can
他能做到的我照样可以
I've been pretty
我曾也美丽
I know you so well
我太懂你了