Lost (XXV)

I wake up
Terrifying myself again
Caked in makeup
And a little lost
These reactions
Are relentless
Abandoning
The permafrost
Who am I fooling?
Will I doubt it less?
I disappoint them only to exist
I lost my place in life
I lost my point of view
I lost what it is to love
When I lost my faith in you
A walk-up
Of my masterpiece
To the nothingness
Greeting me
Everything smells like
Sympathy
Who am I fooling?
Will I doubt it less?
Much too exhausting only to resist
I lost my place in life
I lost my point of view
I lost what it is to love
When I lost my faith in you
I lost all hope
I lost my point of view
I lost what it is to love
When I lost my faith in you
All my friends say
"Don't give up yet
You must still get there"
But I don't think so
Ooooh, impress me (Try)
Ooooh, impress me (Try)
I lost my place in life
I lost my point of view
I lost what it is to love
When I lost my faith in you
I lost all hope
I lost my point of view
I lost what it is to love
When I lost my faith in you
I lost all hope
When I lost my point of view
I lost what it is to love
When I lost my faith in you