fast life

Is it obvious I'm not good with attention
显然，我不擅长关怀
I hid my face no I can't stand my own reflection
我把自己的脸藏起来，因为我不能忍受自己的影子。
My inperfections make me offensive
我的不完美让我具有攻击性
My insecurites are not something to mess with
我缺乏的安全感无法治愈
Can't hide it but I'm helpless
无法掩饰，但我很无助。
Sometimes I just can't help it
有时候，我只是忍不住
I ruin friendships left and right
我把友谊毁于一旦
Oh me oh my I'm selfless
我是无私的
I'm always second guessing
我总是在揣测
I guess I never learn
我想我永远也学不会
I gave her second chances
我给了她第二次机会
Now I don't **** with her
现在我不再和她翻云覆雨
All these panic attacks
所有的恐惧发作
And I don't ever relax
我从来没有放松过
I don't know how to act when you be turning ur back
我不知道该如何应对你的离去
And lately I don't ever act right
最近我的行为也不对头
Remember that night
还记得那晚
You lost control
你失去了控制
You couldn't keep up with the fast life
你无法适应放荡不羁的堕落生活
I don't blame you but I can't save you
我不怪你，但我无法挽留你
This a fast life forget where I been last night
这是个放荡的生活，忘记了我昨晚去了哪里
I'm so sorry I left you lonely
我很抱歉，我让你感到孤独
I got a show I can't see you in the morning
我有一个节目，无法跟你一起入睡然后醒来
And I keep my chin down when I'm crowded in the room
当我身处拥挤的房间时，我会保持低调
Cause I don't wanna see anybody like you
因为我不想看到任何像你一样的人
And I never come through
我永远无法处理
Cause I'm always in the mood like
因为我的心情总是这样
Even if I pulled up
即使我被责备
Treat me like a fool like
被当成一个傻瓜一样对待
I'm so done with the game
我已经受够这个游戏
When I pull up a charade
当我不再做戏
Would you loved me the same if I asked you to stay
假如我祈求你留下，你还会爱我如初吗？
I got smoke in my lungs it get straight to my veins
留在我肺里的烟直达静脉
Would you love me the same if I take all the blame
假如我承担所有责任，你还会爱我如初吗？
All these panic attacks
所有的恐惧袭来
And I don't ever relax
我从来没有放松过
I don't know how to act when u be turning ur back
我不知道该如何面对你的离去
And lately I don't ever act right
最近我的行为也不对头
Remember that night
还记得那晚吗？
You lost control
你失去了控制
You couldn't keep up with the fast life
你无法适应放荡糜烂的生活
All these panic attacks
所有的恐惧袭来
And I don't ever relax
而我从来没有放松过
I don't know how to act when u be turning ur back
我不知道该如何面对你的离去
And lately I don't ever act right
最近我的行为也不对头
Remember that night
记得那晚
You lost control
你失去了控制
You couldn't keep up with the fast life
你无法忍受放荡糜烂的生活