I\'m Not OK

And how would I ever know
我怎会知道
If I never tried
如果我未曾尝试
If I never tried to love you
如果我从未爱过你
It's easy to blame myself
孤单很容易
I wanted something else
但我不想要
Wanted something else
我想与你共度
Dreams start to fade away
梦在渐渐消散褪色
Become another day
一天
And then another day
又一天
Goes by
空逝流去
Can't seem to watch it past
往事不堪回首
Was never good at that
好难过
Was never good at that
好难过
Was I?
那是我吗？
I'm not OK
我过的并不好
With just leaving
只因那日别离
Or holding back my words
还有那些昔日诺言
Until I need them
每当我想起这些
I'm not OK
我过的并不好
With just leaving
只因那日别离
I love you too much
我爱你无怨无悔
Thought I was above
自以为我可以解脱
I guess I really was
现如今明白我在劫难逃
I guess I really wasn't
自知根本逃无可逃
A kiss is meant to fade
你轻轻的一吻
And feelings go away，feelings go away
褪尽了我生命的污秽,带走了我的思念,卷走了我的感觉,携我走向遥远的未知
I'm not OK
我过的并不好
With just leaving
只因那日别离
Or holding back my words
还有那些昔日承诺
Until I need them
每当我想起这些
I'm not OK
我过的并不好
With just leaving
只因那日别离
I love you too much
我爱你至死不渝
I'm not OK
我过的并不好
With just leaving
只因那日别离
Or holding back my words
还有那些昔日坦言
Until I need them
每当我想起这些
I'm not OK
我过的并不好
With just leaving
只因那日别离
I love you too much
我爱你无法自拔
How would I ever know
我怎会知道
If I never tried
如果我从未尝试
If I never tried
如果我从未爱过?