Still Learning

I should be living the dream
我本该生活在美轮美奂的梦里
But I'm living with a security team
可我不得不在层层安保下苟活
And that ain't gonna change no
而那丝毫无可改变 无需多想
I got a paranoia in me
我对自己近乎苛求偏执
And you wouldn't believe
达到令人难以相信的地步
Everything that I seen no
我眼中所见一切
Coming apart at the seams
都离完美差一线
And no one around me knows
身边的人并不明了
Who I am
我是谁
What I'm on
有何所求
Who've I hurt
我曾伤害过哪些人
And where they gone
如今他们又在哪里
I know that I done some wrong
我知道我曾犯过错
But I'm trying to make it right
我也试图挽回
To the one I love
让我所爱之人
Bring me round
伴我左右
Get me out
帮我脱困
Right now
此时此刻
And know that I love you
你知道我爱你
But I'm still learning to love myself
但我仍在学着爱自己
To love my to love my to love my
好好爱自己
I'm still learning to love myself
我仍在学着爱自己
To love my to love my to love my
好好爱自己
I should be living the dream
我本该生活在美轮美奂的梦里
But I go home and I got no self-esteem
可回到家我自怨自艾何谈自尊
Nope
You think I'm swimming in green but
你觉得我人生顺遂
It's passed around my family tree
在家族中延续流传
No man wants to really commit
可没有一位良人真心许我承诺
Intimidated cause I get paid and s**t
脊背发凉或许我的好运用完了
In the crowd you're reading my lips
人群中你读着我的唇语
But no one around me knows
但我身边的人并不明了
Who I am
我是谁
What I'm on
有何所求
Who've I hurt
我曾伤害过哪些人
And where they gone
如今他们又在哪里
I know that I done some wrong
我知道我曾犯过错
But I'm trying to make it right
我也试图挽回
The same mistakes
可同样的错误
On and on
循环往复
To all my friends I'm sorry for
我为我所有的朋友感到抱歉
And know that I love you but
你知道我爱你但是
I'm still learning
我仍在学着
Still learning
仍在学着
To love myself
好好去爱自己
To love my to love my to love my
好好爱自己
I'm still learning to love myself
我仍在学着爱自己
To love my to love my to love my
好好爱自己
Oh I try and I try to remember sometimes
有时我试着去想
If I breathe it's alright
只要我还活着就好了
But some things don't change
可有些事情是不会改变的
I'm still learning to love myself
我仍在学着爱自己
To love my to love my to love my
好好爱自己
Who I am
我是谁
What I'm on
有何所求
Who've I hurt
我曾伤害过哪些人
And where they gone
如今他们又在哪里
I know that I done some wrong
我知道我曾犯过错
But I'm tryin to make it right
我也试图挽回
To the one I love
让我所爱之人
Bring me round
伴我左右
Get me out
帮我脱困
Right now
就在此时
And the ones I love
我所爱之人
And the ones I love
我所爱之人
I'm still learning to love my
我仍在学着 好好去爱
To love my to love my to love my
好好爱自己
I'm still learning
我仍在学着
I'm still learning
我仍在学着
To love my
好好去爱
Love myself
爱自己
Self
自己
To love my to love my to love my
好好爱自己
And I try and I try to remember sometimes
有时我试着去想
If I breathe it's alright
只要我还活着就好了
But some things don't change
可有些事情是不会改变的
I'm still learning
我仍在学着
Still learning
仍在学着
To love my
好好去爱
Still learning
仍在学着
Self
爱自己
Love myself I'm trying to love myself
爱自己 我仍在学着爱自己
I'm still learning to love myself
我仍在学着爱自己