WHEN I WAS OLDER (Music Inspired By The Film ROMA)

Lyrics by：Finneas O'Connell/Billie Eilish O'Connell
Composed by：Finneas O'Connell/Billie Eilish O'Connell
Produced by：Finneas O'Connell
When I was older
当我更加成熟的时候
I was a sailor
我会是一名水手
On an open sea
在开阔的海域之上驰骋
But now I'm underwater
而如今我却在水面下煎熬
And my skin is paler
我的皮肤愈加苍白
Than it should ever be
早不复它应有的血色
Mhm
I'm on my back again
再一次重回孤寂
Dreaming of a time and place
梦中回忆从前的时光
Where you and I remain the best of friends
在那个你我还是最好的朋友的地方
Even after all this ends
即使一切都已结束
Can we pretend
我们能否假装
I'm on my
我再一次
I'm on my back again
再一次回到一个人的孤寂
It's seeming more and more
一切却好似永无止境
Like all we ever do is see how far it bends
就像我们所做的不过是 浪花能够绵延至什么地方
Before it breaks in half and then
在它被拍碎之前
We bend it back again
我们会再一次将它打碎
Guess I got caught in the middle of it
我猜我已被困在海洋之中
Yes I've been taught
或许我已经学会 如何习惯海洋的侵袭
Got a little of it in my blood
深藏于我的血液之中 血液之中
In my blood
血液之中
Memories burn like a forest fire
回忆如同森林大火 焚烧殆尽
Heavy rain turns any funeral pyre to mud
暴雨化作燃料与火柴
In the flood
血液之中
When I was older
当我更加成熟的时候
I was a sailor
我会是一名水手
On an open sea
在开阔的海域之上驰骋
But now I'm underwater
而如今我却在水面下煎熬
And my skin is paler
我的皮肤愈加苍白
Than it should ever be
早不复它应有的血色
I'm watching movies back to back in black and white I never
一遍又一遍看着同样的电影 黑白电视 未曾
Seen anybody do it like I do it any better
见过其他人能够比我更合你心
Been going over you I'm overdue for new endeavors
接着我忘记了你 不费吹灰之力
Nobody lonely like I'm lonely and I don't know whether
没有人能够和我一样孤独 而且我不知道我为何孤独
You'd really like it in the limelight
你爱我在镁光灯之下的模样
You'd sympathize with all the bad guys
却也同情那些坏人的遭遇
I'm still a victim in my own right
一方面我依旧是受害者
But I'm the villain in my own eyes
但在我眼里 我才是施暴者
When I was older
当我更加成熟的时候
I was a sailor
我会是一名水手
On an open sea
在开阔的海域之上驰骋