The Drug In Me Is Reimagined

I heard a knock upon my door the other day
前几天我听到有人敲门
l opened it to find death staring in my face
我打开门发现死神盯着我的脸
The feel of mortal stelking still reverberates
死的痛楚仍在回荡
Everywhere l go, I drag this coffin Just in case
不管去哪儿，我都拖着棺材以防万一
Mybody's trembling sends shivers down my spine
我的脊椎随着身子颤抖
A drenaline kicks in shifts into overdrive
我胆颤心惊
Your secrets keep you sick your lies keep you alive
保密使人难受，谎言让人存活
Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice
厄运缠身
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
在绝望中挣扎
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house
黑暗萦绕我心
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
内心纠结，应付别人
Running from my past I'm praying "Feet, don't fail me now
我躲避过去，祈祷光明未来
I've lost my goddamn mind, it happens all the time
我常常失去理智
I can't believe I'm actually meant to be here
让我毁灭吧，我心里的创伤就是你啊
Trying to consume, the drug in me is you
我甚至不敢相信这是命中注定的
And I'm so high on misery, can't you see?
我太痛苦了，你看不出来吗？
I've got these questions always running through my head
我脑海里常常浮现这些问题
So many things that I would like to understand
我想知道的事数不胜数
If we are born to die and we all die to live
生死轮回，周而复始
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?
如果这样，生命又有什么意义呢？
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
在绝望中挣扎
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred-year-old house
黑暗萦绕我心
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
内心纠结，应付别人
Running from my past I'm praying "Feet, dont fail me now"
我躲避过去，祈祷光明未来
I've lost my goddamn mind, it happens all the time
我常常失去理智
I can't believe l'm actually meant to be here
让我毁灭吧，我心里的创伤就是你啊
Trying to consume the drug in me is you
我甚至不敢相信这是命中注定的
And I'm so high on misery cant you see?
我太痛苦了，你看不出来吗？
I've lost myself
我失去自我
You tried to reach me, but you just can't help me
你试图帮助我，但你却束手无策
So long, goodbye
再见，再见了
You tried to save me, it won't work this time cause now
你试图救我，但不可能了
I've lost my ****ing mind, and there's no ****ing time
因为我失去自我，没有时间了
I can't believe I'm actually meant to be here
让我毁灭吧，我心里的创伤就是你啊
Trying to consume, the drug in me is you
我甚至不敢相信这是命中注定的
And 'm so high on misery,cant you see?
我太痛苦了，你看不出来吗？
Can't you see?
你看不出来吗？
Cant you see?
你看不出来吗？
Can't you, can't you
你看不出来吗？
Can't you see?
你看不出来吗？
Can't you see?
你看不出来吗？