Forgive Me

Father, I'm going through some heavy things
天父,我正在经历一些困难的事情
It seems like this world ain't getting any better
似乎这世界不会再变得更好
The more we try to get closer to You
我们越想要靠近祢
The farther we run from Your throne
却离祢的宝座越远
I spent so many nights wonderin' when will it end
我花了无数个夜晚思索这何时能结束
When will the day come when happiness begins
幸福快乐的日子什么时候能到来
I'm running the race but it seems so hard to win
我正角逐奔跑但似乎获胜难于登天
I'm sick of mourning, my stomach is throwing up in the morning
我受够了悲伤之痛,我的胃每个早晨只能隐隐作吐
I'm calling for help and watching it melt away
我寻求帮助却只能眼睁睁看它消逝不见
My heart's been put on display and put away
我坦露过心声却又将它藏了起来
In many ways, many times I told myself it was okay
许多次我想方设法欺骗自己这还不算太差
And anger was the price that was paid
愤怒的心正是要偿还的代价
While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them home
当这些泯灭的梦想在喊着祈求着将它们带回去
The burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne
负担如此沉重 我离宝座渐行渐远
I can't take it any longer, I can taste my spirit hunger
我无法再承受这一切,我能感到灵魂饥肠辘辘
God please help me get home
上帝啊 请带我归家吧
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我并不惧怕 因为祢让我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已经时日无多
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please
无法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫,主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我并不惧怕 因为祢让我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已经时日无多
To tell the world that there's no time left
无法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫
I come to terms that I'm burning both sides of the rope
我就要妥协 想要燃尽绳索两边同归于尽
And I'm hoping that self-control would kick in before I'm choking off
我希望自制力能够来阻止劝导自我
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
在我摧毁身心上每道罪恶之前
I need the Lord in every way, I'll never make it I'm not
我无论何事都渴求着主,我不成功便成仁
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
我不会回到过去,若是在我相信基督之前
I couldn't do it I would lose it there's no point to the fight
我只能坐以待毙无法成就一切,斗争毫无意义
And I'm writing this song, for the people who don't belong
所以我正写下这首歌,让那些未得归属之人好好看看
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
我祈祷着希望你能远离痛苦和一切误途
Inside a life that's filled with anger and disappointment
为那些只充满了愤怒与绝望的生命祷告
'Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids
因为天父待你比其他孩子更加仁慈
It's annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up
你若就这样轻易放弃只会得到恼怒指责
You feel stuck, I feel the same way, Lord help us stay up
你感到困扰,我也曾有过如此感受,但主会引领我们坚持
You couldn't pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
无论如何你也没法让我放弃真理的希望
That I could make it through this life into a place where there's no crying
总有一天我会渡过一生难关 到达充满欢颜笑语的天堂
I'm dying to find You with open arms when I go
我渴望能用双臂寻到祢,当我离开
Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soul, oh
也知道祢仍爱我如初,祢等候着让我灵魂得到憩息
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我并不惧怕 因为祢让我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已经时日无多
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please
无法告知这个世界有的事已迫在眉睫,主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我并不惧怕 因为祢让我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已经时日无多
To tell the world that there's no time left
无法告知这个世界有的事已迫在眉睫
Lord, I don't know what I'm struggling for
主啊,我不知自己到底在为何争战
There's got to be more than this life I know
我相信仍有穷尽一生无法得知的事
But still I'm here fighting to never give up
但我仍会坚守阵地永远不灰心放弃
I find strength in Your love and You will see me through
在祢的爱中我寻得力量 而只有祢洞悉我内心
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我并不惧怕 因为祢让我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已经时日无多
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please
无法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫,主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我并不惧怕 因为祢让我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已经时日无多
To tell the world that there's no time left
无法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
Shadow of death, shadow of death, shadow of death
死亡阴影,死亡阴影,死亡阴影
Lord please
主啊求求祢
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
主啊 尽管我穿过了死亡阴影的深谷
I'm not scared 'cause You're holding my breath
我并不惧怕 因为祢让我呼吸尚存
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
我只是害怕自己已经时日无多
To tell the world that there's no time left
无法告知世界有的事已迫在眉睫