Heavy (Explicit)

I don't like my mind right now
我不喜欢此刻自己翻飞的思绪
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
烦恼堆叠 却毫无必要为其烦恼
Wish that I could slow things down
多希望自己能放慢诸事步伐
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
我多想放手 而我却甘于沉溺苦痛
And I drive myself crazy
我将自己逼疯
Thinking everything's about me
想着自己忧心的一切
Yeah I drive myself crazy
是啊 我将自己逼疯
Cause I can't escape the gravity
因为我无法逃避这世界
I'm holding on
我仍在坚持
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重
Holding on
仍在坚持
To so much more than I can carry
我承受不来的已然太多
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
只是任自己无尽的沦陷 挣扎其中
If I just let go I'd be set free
如果我选择释怀 我会得以解脱吧
Holding on
仍在坚持
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重
You say that I'm paranoid
你说我偏执多疑
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
而我确信这世界已与我格格不入
It's not like I make the choice
不像是由我决定
To let my mind stay so f**king messy
随自己胡思乱想
I know I'm not the center of the universe
我明白我并非宇宙的中心
But you keep spinning round me just the same
而你始终在我脑海挥之不去
I know I'm not the center of the universe
我明白我并非宇宙的中心
But you keep spinning round me just the same
而你始终在我脑海挥之不去
I'm holding on
我仍在坚持
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重
Holding on
仍在坚持
To so much more than I can carry
我承受不来的已然太多
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
只是任自己无尽的沦陷 挣扎其中
If I just let go I'd be set free
如果我选择释怀 我会得以解脱吧
Holding on
仍在坚持
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重
I know I'm not the center of the universe
我明白我并非宇宙的中心
But you keep spinning round me just the same
而你始终在我脑海挥之不去
I know I'm not the center of the universe
我明白我并非宇宙的中心
But you keep spinning round me just the same
而你始终在我脑海挥之不去
And I drive myself crazy
我将自己逼疯
Thinking everything's about me
想着自己的一切
Holding on
仍在坚持
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重
Holding on
仍在坚持
To so much more than I can carry
我承受不来的已然太多
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
只是任自己无尽的沦陷 挣扎其中
If I just let go I'd be set free
如果我选择释怀 我会得以解脱吧
Holding on
仍在坚持
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重
Why is everything so heavy
为何世事如此沉重