I Drink Wine

How can one become so bounded by choices that somebody else makes
为何能因他人的选择而身陷囹圄
How come we've both become a version of a person we don't even like
为何如今的你我连自己都厌恶不已
We're in love with the world but the world just wants to bring us down
我们热爱这个世界 但这个世界只想让我们一蹶不振
By putting ideas in our heads that corrupt our hearts somehow
在我们脑海中描绘理想蓝图 再以某种方式摧毁我们的心
When I was a child every single thing could blow my mind
在我年幼之时 无论怎样的事情都能令我惊喜
Soaking it all up for fun but now I only soak up wine
全心全意沉浸 只因能得到乐趣 但是现在 只有酒精能麻痹我的神经
They say to play hard you work hard find balance in the sacrifice
都说“努力工作 尽情玩乐” 你竭尽全力 付出中寻得一丝平衡
And yet I don't know anybody who's truly satisfied
我仍然不知道有谁能够真的称心满意
You better believe I'm trying
你最好相信 我已竭尽全力
Trying trying
竭尽全力
To keep climbing
继续向上攀登
Climbing climbing
向上攀登
But the higher we climb feels like we're both none the wiser
但爬得越高 我们就更加确信自己并非圣明
Ah ah ah ah
So I hope I learn to get over myself
所以我希望我能走出这晦暗阴霾
Stop trying to be somebody else
不用再戴上虚伪的面具
So we can love each other for free
这样我们就能自由相爱
Everybody wants something you just want me
每个人都对我有所图谋 而你想要的就只有我
Why am I obsessing about the things I can't control
为何我会纠结于我无法掌控的事情
Why am I seeking approval from people I don't even know
为何我要寻求陌生人的认同？
In these crazy times I hope to find something I can cling onto
在这些疯狂时刻 我只希望找到自己的依靠
'Cause I need some substance in my life
因为这一生 我渴求的不过是纯粹的真实
Something real something that feels true
譬如诚挚的真心
You better believe for you I've cried
你最好相信 我曾为你黯然神伤
I've cried I've cried
我曾默默垂泪 我曾痛哭流涕
High tides
泪如雨下
High tides high tides
泪如雨下 泪如雨下
'Cause I want you so bad but you can't fight fire with fire
对你思之入骨 而你只是辜负我的满腔爱意
Ah ah ah ah
Oh-oh oh-oh
I hope I learn to get over myself
所以我希望我能走出这晦暗阴霾
Stop trying to be somebody else
不用再戴上虚伪的面具
Oh I just want to love you love you for free
我只想好好爱你 全心全意 不计代价
Everybody wants something from me you just want me
每个人都对我有所图谋 而你想要的就只有我
Listen I know how low I can go I give as good as I get
听着 我知道自己能够跌入怎样的万劫不复 我毫无保留地付出
You get the brunt of it all 'cause you're all I've got left
你照单全收 因为我就仅有一个你
Oh I hope in time
我希望到最后
Hope in time
希望到最后
We both will find
我们都能寻得
We'll both find
我们都能寻得
Peace of mind
内心的一丝平静
Sometimes the road less traveled is the road best left behind
有时候 鲜有踏足的那条路 最好就将其抛诸脑后
Ah ah ah ah
Well so I hope I learn to get over myself
所以我希望我能走出这晦暗阴霾
Stop trying to be somebody else
不用再戴上虚伪面具
Oh I just want to love you love you for free yeah
我只想好好爱你 全心全意 不计代价
'Cause everybody wants something from me you just want me
因为每个人都对我有所图谋 而你想要的就只有我
You better believe I'm trying
你最好相信 我已竭尽全力
Trying trying
竭尽全力
To keep climbing
继续向上攀登
Climbing climbing
向上攀登
But the higher we climb feels like we're both none the wiser
但爬得越高 我们就更加确信自己并非圣明
The only regret I have
唯有那段光阴 会令我追悔莫及
I wish that it was just at a different time
我希望那只是我人生中的一段小插曲
A most turbulent period of my life
我人生最动荡不安的短暂时期
Why would I put that on you
没有你 我不会这样几经磨难
That's just like a very heavy thing to have to talk about
这似乎是一件沉重无比 令我难以启齿的事情
But because of that period of time
但正是因为那一段过去
Even though it was so much fun
尽管也曾有过无数欢声笑语
I didn't get to go on and to make new memories with him
前缘难再续写?我与他已再无瓜葛
There was just memories in a big storm
与他的回忆 唯剩暴风骤雨的曾经