The Hardest Part

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone
打来电话，叫我和你见一面
Normally I need you, this time I don't wanna go
通常我会答应，但这次不同
Lately I been growing into someone you don't know
最近我变成了一个你所不熟知的人
You had the chance to love her but apparently you don't
你曾有机会好好爱她但很显然你没有珍惜
No, you don't
你没有
So even if I could wouldn't go back where we started
所以即使我改变了，我们也不能回到最初的样子
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
我知道你仍在等待，想知道我的心在哪
Pray that things won't change but the hardest part is
祈祷着一切都不要变，但最困难的是
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
你意识到也许我与从前不同了
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway
而你所等待的那个人已经不复存在了
Held you up so highly, deep under your spell
将你高高举起，深深地迷恋着你
Your opinions would define me
你的观点定义了我
This time I made some for myself
现在该由我自己决定了
'Cause lately I been certain, there's no further to go
因为最近我意识到我们没有进一步发展的必要了
Yeah, you had the chance to love me, but apparently you won't
对，你曾经有过机会好好爱我，但显然你没那么做
No, you won't
你没有
So even if I could wouldn't go back where we started
所以即使我做出改变，我们也回不到从前
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
我知道你还在等，等我重蹈覆辙
Pray that things won't change but the hardest part is
祈祷着一切还是原样，但最困难的是，
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
你意识到了，也许，也许我已经脱胎换骨了
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway
而你等待的那个我已经不复存在了
And it's okay, I'm not gonna remember you that way
但没关系，我不会记住你的不好
You say I'm different now like that's so strange
你说我变了像是这件事很奇怪一样
But I was only 18
但那时我才18岁
You shoulda known that I was always gonna change
你应该明白我总归是要成长的
Even if I could wouldn't go back where we started
即使我做出改变，也不可能回到从前
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
我知道你还在等，等着我回心转意
Pray that things won't change but the hardest part is
祈祷着一切都不会变，但最难的是
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
你意识到或许，或许我已经不是从前的我了
Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more
往事已过
Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more
此情可待成追忆
Ain't there no more
只是当时已惘然
But the hardest part is
最让你难以接受的是
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
你意识到我变了
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway
你所等待的那个我已不复存在